I la la larv you.

My reflections are protection
They will keep me from destruction.

I la la larv that man in the sky(LL)
My life at the current moment is fantabulistic.
And tbh, I want it to stay that way(:
I la la larv my friends
Rhiann, Abbie, Deanna, Honor, Kalieghh<33
They are all just complete and utter stars(*)

I also got asked to prom LOL.
By Dean, who DOES NOT like me.
That was for Deanna and Abbie and Rhiann.
Yes I loveee them, but they have to believe me, I will probs fight with Deanna about this when she reads this :)

I think I have changed quite abit in Year 11 tbh.
Well I think I am a little bit more confident, I don't know.
Everything just feels different.

Went to see The Invention of Lying yesterday(:
NO BIRTHDAY SEX FOR YOU?!!?
+what are you wearing???^o)

I la la larv myself atm.
And I don't want anyone to change thattt :):):)

golden skans<3

xoxo

Oh crap.

I haven't wrote in ages,
i'm sorry.
lots.

I have a new obsession, that is
FRANKMUSIK
godd, i love him too much.

I don't know where i left you so im just gonna start and not bother filling in the middle bit.
Its probably a loada crap i don't really wanna talk about and have not come to terms with yet.

So ya knoww, the whole group are doing really good atm.
Me, Rhiann, Deanna, Abbie, Honor, Kaliegh.
And I spose Saf and Charlotte.
But their kinda failing.
And Luke is such a EURGHHH
I hate him.
Simple as tbh.
He keeps trying to get us to hang around with him and that lot.
We've alread been there, done that.
We didn't like it.
So he needs to stop forcing us into it!
Me and Rhiann told him that we don't wanna jeapordise all our friendships within our group for them.
He needs to grow up, he don't get anything tbh.

They are the main things that have happened, so not much tbh :):)

Well, I have become close friends to Antony again
and I am randomly friends with LAUREN.
It seems strange, but we actually get on well.
And no I am not talking to him.
Which is a very good thing tbh :):)::)
I have also slightly started talking to Lucy again, which makes me so so happy :)

Cos I walked away from trouble<3


xoxo

I am vair vair vair happy

I love things at the moment!

Me and Harry are good.

Kerri &co aint being twats.

I have great friends.

And I just like how it is at the moment.

Something bad better not happen now I have said that :)

Eurghh Harry going Barcelona for hapf term!

Ohh well. Told Rhiann that we have to do loads of stuff lol.

On the 30th, SATURDAY, we are going to see Jonas Brothers 3D!!

Then Kaliegh and maybe some others are staying at mine :)

COS ITS NEARLY MY BIRTHDAY!!!

happpyyyyyyyyyyy :)

Flipping P.E. bag broke today.

Whilst me, Kaliegh and Rhiann were busy being late to school;

for an important reason...............................

Robert Pattinson was on GMTV.

But tbh we think we missed it ):

Happy Days.

Birthday Days.

shake the glitter from your clothes now.

xoxo

spaces in time.................................................

That was Sunday, it's now Wednesday.
Still not as happy as I thought I would be,
but happy (:

Saw Hannah Montana again today :D
WE WERE HYPER (:
It was vair fun tbh.

Recently I have more discovered that MUSIC IS MY LIFE.
It pretty much keeps me going.
No matter how depressing the lyrics may sound,
or how shitty it may sound to other people I LOVE it.
Indie shit is amazing, leave it alone.

after all this time
who would've thought I'd need you here?

xoxo

Goody Gumdrops xxx

I haven't wrote in ages.
Now I feel bad.
SORRY XXX

and every night we'll watch the stars
they'll be out for us <3



well lots has happened.
Harry broke up with Lauren :D
and know he's with me :D
That sums up that story pretty much (Y)


Bradley and Grace are together.
But..............
yeahh well.

Me and Oli are friends.
Which I am happy about (:


I FINISHED TWILIGT:D
well only cos i bought it.
and now I am reading new moon(:
but it was just very sad cos Edward left,
and i nearly cried :(


I am also going on holiday (:
In July.
To Spain.
HAPPYYYYYYY.

but then not as happy as i thought i would be i guess.



I also found out that I am quite a private person.
I don't like everyone knowing bout me and what I do.
I don't know why but I guess I only figured that out the other day.


xoxo

White Lies write cute lyrics x

Lets grow old together,
and die at the same time.








Last night was gooood(Y)
So was the day to be honest.
17 again is awesome....................................
which may have something to do with Zac Efron :D








The night was just great though (:
It made me happy.
I am still happy, so it must have been good.
First, Rhiann had a paranoia fit cos the tap went on by itself.
No. Seriously. It did!

Then Abbie called her friend Charlie.
He was cool.
But he was in Nottingham.
And we were on the phone to him forever pretty much.
We even called him at 4:20 and he hung up and then texted us.
And then goes my mum came in and told me I was a lunatic and sent me to bed.
We were like well it is half 4 lol.


Then they made me watch Jeepers Creepers.
I refused to watch it. Then I was like fine, so I was watching little bits.
Then I was watching like the last 45 minutes,
and i started laughing at the people dying cos the monster thingy looked
unbelievingly unrealistic.
Honestly.
Then we were like fine lets go bed now.
It was like 2:15am.

But we couldn't get to sleep.
So we started talking...............................
We were still talking at 4 in the morning.
Deanna had fell asleep.
But she then woke up cos me and Abbie were hungry and had to turn the light on.
She was like what are you doing?!
We were like eating cold pizza.
Haaaaaa


So me and Abbie were eating pizza at 4 in the morning
and drinking fizzy drinks out of the big bottles (:
So we carried on talking.
And me and Abbie were on the sofa and the duvet wasn't big enough for both of us.
Nor was the sofa.
Everyone had their own duvet other than us.
Then we moved onto the floor so we had more space.
But it was hard and we didn't have enough cover.
So me and Abbie were entertaining ourself.
And I was laughing and then she was laughing and our laughs sounded the same.
Which made us laugh even more.
Then I was like my laugh sounds like an epilectic goat!

But then we finally fell asleep at like 5 in the morning.
Then we woke up at 10:20am.
Then they put on SAW4.
I was like do be bloody serious.
But then it weren't really scary.
I didn't watch the gory bits lol.
The only that freaks me out is the mask/voice and the torture things.
Thats pretty creepy ha.




I'm in the shock recently.
It's like he is actually trying.
And like he does really.
Like he actually does.
He says stuff.
Its sweet.



To lose my life or lose my love,
thats the nightmare I've been running from.

xoxo

LASTfm

White Lies are the most amazing.
Fifty on our foreheads.
Death.
Farewell to the fairground.
From the Stars.
E.S.T.


I fucking love them at the moment.


It's raining....
but I like rain.
Strange.



So with toothpaste kisses and lines
I'll be yours and you'll be................

xoxo

To Lose my Life or Lose my Love

Fate always loses hope
Like electric sparks in my heart.


Oh how he knows to make me like him even when I'm not around him.
It's bloody horrible.
I wish I was around him but that won't happen.
But I don't really care.
It's life.
And I am reluctantly used to this/it.


I stole Kaliegh's TWILIGHT book (:
I am a thief.
She said she wanted back by tomorrow morning,
but I'm not finished so she aint getting it (:

I can't help it if I'm in love with Edward Cullen.............
But don't tell no-one.





Amy
xoxo

Envy

Ohhh shit.

I'm a bitch really.
A selfish bitch I guess.
I don't really know why tbh.
But I am.
And thats the way it goes.


I am not over you.
I am.
But I'm not.
Cos that makes bunches of sense (:


Ohh how I hate the green eye of jelousy.
Fackin' envy is an idiot.
END OF.



In better news.....................
It's Rhiann's birthday next week (:
We are going cinema to see.........
17 AGAIN
and then we are staying at hers for the night.
It will be:
Me
Kaliegh
Zoe
Abbie
&
Samantha(we thinks)
.


It shall be good as we have thought up vair fun party games.
I.E. pink wafer jenga
jelly baby mountain
easter egg hunt
pass the parcel

& ice cream........................
which will always be a bonus in my books :D

Love you long time
xoxo

I've never really thought.

Someone makes me extremely happy at the moment.
Whether they will carry on to do so.........
Well time will tell.


This week has been good.
VAIR good to be honest.
Other than lots of bitchiness that doesn't need to be there.
I seriously don't see the point of arguments,
if they are your best friends (or even friends) why should you expect the worse from them?
Even so why would you want your friend to expect the worse from you?
I don't see how it works!
How can someone be so bitchy about someone they are close with?
They obviously don't get the word FRIENDSHIP.
I don't care what they do or say to me,
that is if they ever do (?)
as long as I have Kaliegh.


Other than the bitchiness of some................
everythings been pretty marvy.
I have been VAIR happy.
It was Ben's birthday on Thursday(:
He got a laptop.
I am falling in love with the lesson Geography,
and that is NOT cos I sit next to Charlotte
nor the fact that I actually slightly dislike the subject.


I changed my layout.
I thought it needed revamping.
New name.
New style.
Not new me.
Just old me.........
resurfacing.


xxxxxxxxx

VAIR VAIR

I am vair happy :)
Vair Vair Vair

I like that word
Vair much :)

Life has been pretty grand these past days :D
YAY


watching when harry met sally <3
this film is the cutest thing.




byeee xxxxx

This feeling won't leave.

This feeling won't leave.
Me & him.
It wont't go.

x
x

15/06/09

The date me and Kaliegh are going to see Jonas Brothers :D

YAYYYYY


We screamed and it was funn (:

Now we have to make like 3 t-shirts for the concert :P
All in different colours:
1. For the way there and the fountain
2. For the UK FFE group thingy
3. For the actual concert
(:



And we have made up a sign and everything..............
Its a giant stick of sugarfree Wrigleys gum :P



Siannyyy says there gay but there not :D



It was Ellens birthday yestersday (:
I have to find her birthday present in my house
Well my mum will but it is there somewhere (:

I had a bloody jab today "/
And it hurt ):
Apparently its cos my muscle wasn't relaxed enough "/
So I kinda screamed a little lulz
And then it bled
ALOT

:P

I rang my mum after and she laughed at me ):

I actually can't wait for June now:D
I have my birthday and the concert :D


It was my brothers birthday yesterday :D
He was 6.
He didn't go to school cos he was sick.
He actually was.
We had party food (:.


I'm in IT and bored and have to go to English now xxxxxx

it wont work "/ If there is a picture there then it has but most likely not "/

HANNAH MONTANA

HANNAH MONTANA

Here are my amazing Hannah Monatana pictures (:

Funniness & Confusediness

Today was amazing!

To start me and Kaliegh chased a bus to take a photo of it
................
just because it had a HUGE photo of Hannah Montana on it :D
But we didnt get there in time "/




HOWEVER....................

on the way home Kaliegh suddenly screamed at me
AND THERE WAS THE BUS!!!
so we took photos of it (:







i feel confused at the moment "/

I think he knows how my mind works,
which is kind of shitty.

I just wish they would break up i guess


Alot of girls flirt with him nowadays
And I know someone who fancies him
LULZ





So I shall carry on being confused

And you can read this :D



xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

A Depressed Carnival..............

That phrase is pretty cool me and Sian have decided (:



Ellen has just started following cos I'm following hers x
She's VERY awesome :D



Ellen eats CHICK PEAS!
and i spill them in her bag,,,
and think they look like baked beans,,
like manky baked beans........

She had a whole pitta FULL of them
And I told her it needed chicken.....................
Which kinda defeats the object cos shes a vegetarian.


Yesterday Sian went missing so I looked indera chair for her (:
I hope that gives you an idea how small she is (:
She's like a munchkin telling Dorothy to follow the Yellow Brick Road
She evn joined the lollypop guild :P :D






We are listening to the Metros right now (:
They are FITTTTT!
lol






BYEEEEEE
xxxx

Ferris Buellers Day Off/The Killers/HER

My life is going wrong


I am so sick of people right now
Why has he told HER
She keeps throwing it in my face.
I was the one who told him that i didnt like him anymore
Why should I have all this thrown back in MY face?

I hate her.
How could I be friends with that?


I can't get Andy, You're A Star by The Killers out of my head

On the match with the boys, you think you're alone
With the pain that you drain from love
In a car with a girl, promise she's not your world
'Cause Andy, you're a star.




That song is amazing...............
Like The Killers (:

I LOVE them (L)





Watching Ferris Buellers Day Off (:
It is funnyyyyyyy :P






I love it
I wanna be able to bunk like Ferris bunks
And steal best friends fathers ferrari's
:P .
He's the best x



byeeeee xxx

ITs pretty boring (:

I am currently in IT

Listenng to The Killers-Uncle Jonny (:

Sian is like diagonly opposite me..........
And I miss her


I nearly fell over like a million times today "/
That was not fun


Its parents evening on Wednesday :P
FUUUUNNNNN


Which means it isnt (:





Something smells in this classroom ):
I dont know what it is but its gross "/

Siannnyyy just showed me a band called The Metros...........
I like them :P



They wear these cool shoes.
like the ones me and sian are gonna buy for our teacher to get married in(:
They are blue and sparkly and pointy (:
He said he wanted pink ones though.........
Which is worrying

But its okkay cos he's marrying a woman



Well at least thats what we've been told




:P:P:P

Whatever-Ish (:

heyyyy

I think this is just gonna be mine from now on :P
but Kaliegh doesn't know that yet (:

At the moment I am sitting in my room
Doing nought "/
well i am going to watch Laguna Beach :P


I'm kinda stuck right now
Well I kinda got myself out of it (:
Cos there was a dude....
Who had a girlfriend
Who liked me aswell "/
And then I told him that I didnt wanna be with him anymore
And he said the same i guess
But know we don't talk....
But we used to be close
And know we're not


Which i guess is gooood (Y)



I told my friend SIAN
I would shout out to her and talk bout her......
So here I go...........

SIANNYYYY
Where would I be without you
NO WHERE IS THE ANSWER!
You make me smile
I practically talk to you at least once everyday :P
You are AMAZING at faking illness
And you don't know it but you are like my physio-therapist

Siannyy...
we are geeky and nerdy
but who cares
LOVE YOUUUU (L)



Well I'm gonna go know


BYEEE
xxx

Hi im kaliegh......:)
I like reading
And boys. . . .
She espec likes someone, even though she hates him :s



we are in a librbary right now and we should be eating "/
but were not..........


my friend who has been typing is called amy..... she cool shes to pretty though it does my head in!
YAY
im crap at typing...you type pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


im not pretty :P
shes whispreing lies when its not lol
we have just had english and before that we had IT and she had P.E.



kalieghs jumper has grown, I think she fed it..................
shes tiny by the way, like a munchkin and im tall (:


But were coooooooolllllllllll (L)
and hungry(Y)

We have to go now and have foooddddd before we starve and die (:(:

BYE